all i do is confuse and frustrate the people around me because i dont know how to help me and neither do they. i dont want to go back into the past and i dont want to see the future. not knowing why you feel this way or why no one seems to have the patience to try and help you understand something you dont even get. i just felt the depression start to come back. i didnt miss people or situations or anything.
doing good in school again and extremely ahead of the rest of my class to the point of graduating early. i stopped taking my meds (medically cleared to). the things people were telling me my old friends were saying about me made me not miss them and it was easy to move forward. it was hard at first but eventually it worked. once january stared i blocked the people who were causing me the most pain. for the first time since i was 10 years old i actually felt happy.
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